#nk#moonobsession #bfree #letgo
For some people sadly letting go means giving in to addictions, fears, depression, suicide.. Because when we are suffering we feel alone, isolated, misunderstood, maybe angry or exposed.
Their is another way of letting go, simply open your heart look inside of it and remember you are unique and full of love, that love is locked inside of you, you alone have the key..
What you seek externally for satisfaction are the things you feel are missing, those things that will make you whole or satisfied.. You look for them in others, or things
We please others, or we keep pleasing ourselves with external superficiality.. It feels amazing and down we go, because in our moments with ourselves, we see ourselves and we eat away at our center..
We need more to cover it, louder music to drown out the sound, more drugs or sex to distract us, more obsessive behaviours to keep us busy.
We rush to lose ourselves in others, or in things or addictions and tumble dry our lives., until we are withered and useless.
Letting go without the need to please others, being afraid of exposing weakness, or who you are, without the urge to do something. But actually letting the feelings out, letting the thoughts come and go, letting the monkey mind fade to the background, is very satisfying.
It is simply You, sitting with You.. It’s not as scary, or boring as it sounds.
You are not losing your character you are finding it, nourishing it.
.You are not exposing weakness, you are building strength.
It is peaceful and nurturing, the highs you seek come from here and nourish You completely.. .
. Just as the trees drop their leaves to nourish the ground beneath their trunk and feed them while they rest.. Letting go of all these thoughts, that dont serve us, ticker taping them through the brain in and out, allows us to let go of what does not serve us and allows the light in through the cracks..
It gives us the time to nourish our selves to grow.. Be alone.. Take long solitary walks, sit and stare at a sunset or the beauty of nature.. Hear your heartbeat. Do not burn bridges as you may need to go back over that bridge someday and once burnt, it is gone forever
Be yourself.. You are unique and necessary. You are loved, accept it….. 👀🐱👣💋💓💓💓